I woke up early that morning, the moon still shining silver through the clear doors of our bedroom, making everything around it reflect it's magnificent glow. Renesmee was still sleeping, soundlessly, in my arms. I waited for her to wake up by rubbing my hand on her small, smooth, bare back and looked out to the horizon where the sun was rising. It was about three hours later thatl she finally woke up.
"Good morning, beautiful."
"Good morning."
"Would you like me to make you breakfast?"
"That sounds wonderful. Thank you," she said giving me a kiss inbetween both sentences.
"Okay. I'll be in the kitchen."
"I'll be there in a few minutes." I made an omlet for her this morning, since I knew it one of her favorites. She came out after I was done eating mine, shaking her head. She sighed a heavy sigh came to sit in the chair next to me.
"I just don't understand. Maybe... I can't have a baby."
"Nessie. Just because we want a child doesn't mean we're going to get one over night."
"I know. I just want to have a famliy and children we can raise together."
"And so do I. But if we have patience, then we'll come up with something if you don't get pregnant. Okay?"
"Fine."
"Come on. Let's go take a walk on the beach."
"That sounds nice." I took her hand in mine as we walked out the glass doors, onto the beach. We walked in silence for a long time, just swinging our arms back and forth as Nessie rested her head on my shoulder.
"You know what I was thinking?" she asked.
"What?"
"I was thinking that we haven't given this place a name yet. I mean, it is our island."
"You're right. What should we name it?"
"Well, I had a few things in my head last night, and i thought they were actually really good. But then I finally picked one I liked, though I wasn't sure you would like it."
"Just tell me."
"I was thinking... Isle Eirian."
"Isle Eirian?"
"Yea. It means silver. Also bright or splendid."
"I like it. It has a nice ring to it, and it's perfect for this place."
"I thought so, too."We walked all around the island that morning and early afternoon, enjoying the time we were spending together.
Everytime Nessie saw a new bird or creature that could fly, she'd run after them, laughing, making them fly away. I smiled and laughed at her as I watched, knowing that she reminded me of a three year old playing on the beach with her big brother. I watched her in full amazment, thinking she was the most beautiful, glamorous thing I've ever seen, and I had her all to myself. I saw her skin shine brightly and her reddish-brown curls highlighted from the sunlight.
I didn't want to just watch anymore. I ran to her, grabbed her by the waist, picked her up and spun her around. I put her down and, when I thought she was going to kiss me, she continued playing by kissing her hand and putting it to my lips and running down the shore. I ran after her, catching up to her in nothing flat, and picking her up at the top of a cliff. We fell to the ground and began rolling down the hill until we stopped at the bottom and she was on top of me. I stroked her hair, looked into her beautiful chocolate-brown eyes and said, "I love you." She didn't say anything, she just smiled for a moment, then bent her head down to kiss my. My hands moved to the small of her back, pulling her closer to me, as her hands traced my gace and tangled in my long hair. I split open her mouth with my tongue, tracing patterns along her lips. We didn't stop. We couldn't. We were too deeply attached. Her hands ran down across my neck and my bare chest. I pulled her closer and closer to me, if that was at all possible anymore, by having one hand tangled in her beautiful curls and the other still on the small of her back. I loved her. I felt like I never wanted to leave this island and just stay here, happy together. I was too much in my happy place.
***
Renesmee went out hunting for a few hours, just because she wanted some animal blood sooner or later, something other than food. I set up everything for a nice, quiet, romantic evening for her. I set up her favorite essence of candles, lilac and cherrry blossom, red and white rose petals and sea shells all along the ground. I waited for her to come back, on the bed, just laying there with my arms behind my head. I didn't wait long before I heard her footsteps outside the front door.
"Jacob?"
"In here." She came in and stopped in the doorway. "Hello."
"W-what's all this?"
"Come here," I said, patting the empty space on the bed.
"What's all this about?" she asked lying down next to me.
"I just want to give you a nice, lovely, quiet evening together, that's all." I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her on the forehead.
"Well, thank you. But you didn't have to do all this for me."
"I wanted to." I kissed her. "I want what's best for my wife." I kissed her again. "And I thought I'd be good luck to finally have a baby," I whispered against her lips.
"Mmm. I love you." I kissed her again, and this time, none of us stopped to speak again. We just continued as I slid her dress off her bodice and she unbottoned and removed my jeans.
The night was perfect and nothing could make it better.
søndag den 10. januar 2010
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